[Yikes. At least when he's Moony he looks like a normal wolf, practically indistinguishable from the real thing. But this . . . well. He looks like Fenrir and the others did, a creature stuck halfway. That growl-- low and deep, but so, so familiar-- is oddly comforting. It responds to something very close to the surface now, something that sighs and says yes, this is normal.]
I will be.
[Because of course it's going to start any moment now, and he suddenly wishes Isaac wasn't here-- that he could leave and come back, because this is humiliating, James and the others usually aren't even around for this, because he can never stop himself from screaming--
But who could, when bones begin to break? And they do this time, just as they do every time-- starting in his spine, an awful crack that sounds around the room. Every bone in his body is about to realign itself in the quickest way possible-- in his arms and wrists and shins and legs, all his bones forcibly breaking and realigning, his fangs growing, his own eyes beginning to glow-- and of course he screams, he screams and screams, because it hurts, it hurts so badly every time, and he's awfully aware of Isaac there, Isaac who transforms so easily, and it's not fair--]
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I will be.
[Because of course it's going to start any moment now, and he suddenly wishes Isaac wasn't here-- that he could leave and come back, because this is humiliating, James and the others usually aren't even around for this, because he can never stop himself from screaming--
But who could, when bones begin to break? And they do this time, just as they do every time-- starting in his spine, an awful crack that sounds around the room. Every bone in his body is about to realign itself in the quickest way possible-- in his arms and wrists and shins and legs, all his bones forcibly breaking and realigning, his fangs growing, his own eyes beginning to glow-- and of course he screams, he screams and screams, because it hurts, it hurts so badly every time, and he's awfully aware of Isaac there, Isaac who transforms so easily, and it's not fair--]